Write about a time you didn’t feel like yourself.

 For a long time I didn't feel like myself. Years went by when I never truly knew who I was. This feeling has always been with me ever since I was a little kid. I remember being in the first grade and not knowing who I was. It only got worse as I got older. Sophomore year, I had the worst school year of my life. My mental health was bad and I was struggling with severe anxiety. I refused to get help because I was scared to reach out. I didn't have anyone to go to and I was worried that if I got medicated then I would become a different "not me". I eventually did end up trying medication and I am so glad that I did. For the first time I felt ok. Then came Junior year. Right when the year started, everything went wrong. During this time, I lost myself again, not that I had fully found me yet. I felt so lost cause I had lost everything normal in my life. Then I met my boyfriend. And yes I know how cringe this sounds but he truly did save me. He helped me find the real me for the first time in a very long time. Without him, I am not sure where I would be. Everyday I am so thankful to have him in my life, pushing me to be me. 

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